Still falling
Breathless and on again
Inside today
Beside me today
Around broken in two
'Till you eyes shed
Into dust
Like two strangers
Turning into dust
'Till my hand shook with the way I fear
I could possibly be fading
Or have something more to gain
I could feel myself growing older
I could feel myself under your fate
Under your fate
It was you breathless and tall
I could feel my eyes turning into dust
And two strangers turning into dust
Turning into dust



“Becoming a mother leaves no woman as it found her.
It unravels her and rebuilds her. 
It cracks her open, takes her to her edges.
It’s both beautiful and brutal, 
often at the same time.”

McCahon, N.


 The problem is not knowing who we are, but thinking we know who we are.



Moon, plum blossoms
 this, that
and the day goes 

 ~Kobayashi Issa (1763-1828)